I'm not a poet. I do not compile nor do I conjoin. My verses are not created by me and the connections they form are not my device. This is the harmony of life. The symphony that creates itself. This is my biggest proof that I live through a story. That we live in stories, each for every one of us and not a single story triumphs over the other.
I don't pity the misfortunate because they have what I don't. I don't help the disheartened because they don't know happiness as I do. I simply want a part in their stories, Perhaps a turning point if not a moment of peace. Their struggle is beautiful because it's a chapter being named. In our stories the chapter is named after it's content has been filled. How would you know what's it about unless you've read it.
I believe that the achievements I've gathered hold no weight over my status but it's the story I've witnessed. Maybe that's what life is about; Witnessing. There are those who've seen Him in times most rough and then there are those who blind themselves because of conflicts with their selves.
Wrong.
Both are the same person. Neither a Saint wants life without conflict nor a sinner wants struggle with no reward. The saint and the sinner just happen to be the same person at different points of consciousness. Both going through rapid change for the next phase and khaki is a being of many forms as I've explained earlier in my Ballad.
Growth will hurt. It's symptoms include hopelessness, emptiness, selfishness, and A lack of faith. To prolong this suffering simply carry on and you'll be dabbling in unnecessary struggle. Or you could fight against it, carry out God's favorite virtue and hold on to hope, partake in giving when you have nothing , become selfless and rebuild your faith even if it has to be molded by your own hands. After all difficulty is the fate of those beloved.